Bliss

Shores of the newly discovered Costa Navarino in Greece...
A moment of ecstasy seems to lie only 5000 miles away. What are miles but, phrases of time in this endless overwhelming life; where taking a moment to just breathe, seems to bring upon guilt. Just imagery as this brings peace and hope that one day I might be surrendered by such beauty that my Heavenly Father created for His creation, to bring praise and relish.

work days, just enjoy snacking delights

day of exploring....

Restless

Can't sleep! Compassionate thoughts circulate within me. Unpredictable and some unfortunately predictable circumstances bring about feelings, thoughts, hopes, and desires. The following are random judgments that are keeping me up including the following.
I cherish individuality and humility most of all and finding two qualities within one seems to be declining, yet almost impossible.
You have a family, it’s not perfect, and whose is? You do not have a choice of the ones you possess but you do have a choice of the one you want to form. Yet the ones you do own seem to be just perfect for you and your being, they complete you in a way no matter if you never see them again, and form you. But they are wonderful in the most awkward way possible.
How hard can it possibly be just to love someone the way they are, our Heavenly father did it for us and trust me men are a disappointment of a creature. Pride and envy has seemed to be the main cause of this disappointment with lack of humbleness and nobility. What good is it to always have your nose in the air for you will always be missing out with what’s actually on earth? This lack of justified judgment what causes one to appear foolish? What good is it to want that which another possesses if you would gain that which your eyes desire because you seen another, then you lose that sense of individuality. Individuality, one of the most benevolent and irreplaceable quality that one with a mind of its own possesses such a trait needs to be flourished and not alter to the world.
Desire a concept I seem to have completely forgot how to practice. The word in itself seems to associate something of sinful nature from a glance, when breaking it down its natural for a human; for a godly human only if it glorifies God, the criteria for it.
I find Rest in the Lord, what mercy that was shown to me on the cross, that I am able to bring this all to my Heavenly Father! :) Life is Great! I <3 Jesus!

"And they were both righteous before God, walking in all the commandments and ordinances of the Lord blameless." Luke 1:6

Courage

I stumbled upon a thought the other day realizing I have been in a slight torment for quite some time now. Getting to the bottom of my palpate I realized that I truly care for someone but my affections are not mutual and can I say that indeed it hurts. Life is not easy that is for sure. Now that I think about it I have a faint idea of how Jesus felt when He stretched out his Holy hands on the cross for me and my sins. Jesus sacrificed himself to prove His unconditional love and yet this world still forsaken Him, this world can never get anything right. I despise this wicked world that took something so beautiful as a union of a man and woman and it made it so ugly. Marriage is such a sacred and blissful step in life that must be taken extremely seriously especially with faithfulness of guidance from the Lord. Whatever God gives no man can ever take away, I pray no matter what I am always in the hands of my Creator. This fondness that has grown on me I pray about it, I want God's will in my life and I know true Love is God.

Truly There

Your whole life you have pupils that come and go, some stay for a while longer and some you don't even get a chance to remember their names, but the ones that are truly for you, just never want to leave your sight. Its funny though, some of the most memorable people I have meet I can't even remember what they look like, but our encounter has left an enduring influence on me. I remember being seventeen and fling back to Ukraine, my birth country for the first time after twelve years. I had to have intense surgery and due to finance limitation I had to go alone without knowing a single familiar person in Kiev. Now, that I think about it I went so free willing; evidently, I am and was a fearless child and the only thing I could remember fearing is the Lord and to this day I pray that never changes. God placed a certain faithful and God loving gentlemen into my life, that took care of me as though I was his own child...wow he did so much for me and he did not even know a single thing about me expect that I was a child of God and that was enough for him to put so much of his time and energy into helping me. He literally held my hand through every dreadful procedure and afterward during my recovery. I remember looking at him thinking how great is our God and the love that He gives on this chaotic earth, the love that just gives and does not expect anything in return. I figured it works like this: the ones that need you the most are the ones that will hold on to you; customarily, the ones you need the most you hold on too. Usually we strive extra hard for those that we need and want, completely different concepts when you think about it, but intervene when we step back and see what are the motives behind everyone we are surround by. Only time will show who are truly there for you. I will never forget this person for he has became dear to me and by God's grace I have taken from him the greatest desire to bring Honor and Glory to My Savior Jesus Christ by being a light of the world.